I feel horrible right now. You knwo my boyfriend? No, sure you don't. But he's amazing.
Anyway, there's this place on the 'net where you can see all conversations between two persons, much like the wall function on facebook. You know, "read this conversation". I did, I read the conversation between him and his ex-girlfriend. And, well, I was really jealous. And those two in a combination HAS to make me a bad person. I mean, duh. I'm crying right now, so sorry if this journal is messy.

Yeah, so. I read when they started breaking up and stuff, and that made me cry even more. But you know what made me cry the most? The fact that he talked with her only four days ago - and I haven't. I miss him! And I might cry myself to sleep tonight, but I don't care. I just wanna have him here beside me. For ever.